I'm really bad about holding grudges. Like...really bad.
Sometimes when I think about someone I really dislike, I imagine these highly choreographed scenes in which I beat the living shit out of them. They can never touch me, of course.
My imagination is a bad ass.
The real me, however, seethes in anger and malice and will one day shrivel up into a pile of nothing.
I have a daily ritual where I take a moment and shove all bad people out of my mind. It works most of the time and I'm left feeling fresh and happy.
I like to think that I'm a rather pleasant person to be around most of the time, especially if I really like you and you really like me. I like to make jokes and be silly as much as possible.
I would like to be more childlike.
In other, more positive news:
I love art. And art loves me back, apparently.
I put my video in the student art show and I won "Best New Media" for it. And got $100!
It's a big deal.
I cried a little in the gallery.
In other, slightly negative news:
Finals week.....uuuugggghhhhhhhhh.
Yeah.
I have three today. I've taken two already, and my last one is a presentation.
I had to make a website, and I'm really proud of it. Soo...A+?!
I need to get back to work.
And that's what she said,
Natalie
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6 comments:
Holy shit, I think you are my long lost sister...this sounds like something I would have written!
I'm flattered, really.
(God, any way I typed that it sounded really fucking sarcastic. But I'm telling the truth!)
It's all good, I trust you... you are a cool cat in my book...
Oh, by the way, feel free to add me on Facebook if you are tolerable of bloated, bearded dudes...I clicked on your badge thingy, but *whooooooops, no link found!* hehehehe...
I meant "tolerant", not tolerable... man, I am racking up comments on this one post!
Done and done, oh bearded one.
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