The insufferable bitch inside me wants you to die.

I'm really bad about holding grudges. Like...really bad.
Sometimes when I think about someone I really dislike, I imagine these highly choreographed scenes in which I beat the living shit out of them. They can never touch me, of course.
My imagination is a bad ass.
The real me, however, seethes in anger and malice and will one day shrivel up into a pile of nothing.
I have a daily ritual where I take a moment and shove all bad people out of my mind. It works most of the time and I'm left feeling fresh and happy.

I like to think that I'm a rather pleasant person to be around most of the time, especially if I really like you and you really like me. I like to make jokes and be silly as much as possible.

I would like to be more childlike.

In other, more positive news:
I love art. And art loves me back, apparently.
I put my video in the student art show and I won "Best New Media" for it. And got $100!
It's a big deal.
I cried a little in the gallery.

In other, slightly negative news:
Finals week.....uuuugggghhhhhhhhh.
Yeah.
I have three today. I've taken two already, and my last one is a presentation.
I had to make a website, and I'm really proud of it. Soo...A+?!

I need to get back to work.

And that's what she said,

Natalie

Caffiene Machine

Me: So, I gave up soda.
Mom: For Lent? It's a little late for that.
Me: No...for good.
Family: Hahahahahaha.

I really have, though.
I've been in a human biology class all year, and learning how your body works (and looks on the inside) really makes you think twice about what you eat and drink.
Whether you call it: soda, pop, coke or "soft drinks" ::shiver:: they are very bad for you.
So. I gave them up!
It's been almost a week (not a long time, but still quite an accomplishment for me).

Soda and I have had a love affair for many years. Dr. Pepper is my drink of choice, but all sodas have been welcome in my tummy.
But no more!!
I am through.

Wish me luck in my new endeavor.

Now I'm off to watch Wimbledon with the fam. Happy almost Easter!