
Instead of writing my 7-page paper that is due the day I go back to school, I've been celebrating Caturday in the only way I know how: LOLcats. Duh.
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Man, I can't wait to get some Peeps tomorrow. It will totally make up for the 2-hour church service I had to go to last night. Ugh. Catholics.
The other good thing about being home: Guitar Hero. Yeah, I took it from a friend of mine and brought it home with me. My sister and I played for a couple hours yesterday. Then got my father to play. I really like being better than my Dad at something....that man is good at everything...except video games. Score.
So this paper I've been "writing" is a self-improvement paper. I should have written it ages ago, because it's a piece of cake. But I can't seem to focus with all this wireless glory I've got going on in my room. I could have gone shopping with my mom and sister, but I hoped that by at least having them out of the house I could get more done...nope.
I am in writer's block hell.
I hate being here.
Funny how I'm having no problem blathering on in here, and yet I can't write a simple paper about myself.
I think it's because the content of the paper is kind of depressing in the beginning, and it is making me rehash all the shit I've been through and been dealing with. I'm finally to a place where I'm really, genuinely happy and now I have to go back and remember all the crap from the last year. Ugh. And it just makes me feel miserable. I don't need to feel miserable right now.
It also makes me remember how I'm, well....I haven't achieved this one goal I wanted to have achieved by this time. And it sucks. I'm not going to say what it is, because that's pointless. But let me just reiterate: It SUCKS.
But anyhow, back to something even less productive than this.
Till next time,
Natalie


